photo saturday: horizontal

red jacket
Well this week was certainly less stressful. Mostly because there were less people involved. Clearly not a coincidence.

I got my Instagram photo calendar from Social Print Studio this week... and then they featured my photo of it on their Instagram story because I used the phrase "so damn girthy" to describe it, which genuinely made me laugh. I mean I always forget how big it is before I get the new one... but then it is 365 (this year 366) pages long.

bonsai buffalo
Wednesday was interesting... my halfling cleric lost her head... literally.

Yep, a combination of pulling a level she shouldn't, a failed roll to half the damage and a high roll from the DM and the blade trap too her head off.

I mean she'll get better, but it was still definitely a moment. I think I've mentioned this before, but it always amuses me that whenever a character death has happened to me, I'm always a lot calmer than everyone else around the table. Maybe it's because I know that it's not really a big deal in Adventures League, there's always a fix... but it is interesting to watch everyone else's reactions.

bright web
Thursday was Haircut Day... also known as Small Children Haven't Gone Back To School Yet But Are End Of School Holiday Crazy. Yeah. Some trying moments, and I came home with a number of stickers stuck all the way up the inside of my left arm.

Yeah, I wind them up somewhat, so it's partly my fault... and the end of school holidays is always a disaster.

Otherwise, haircut as usual... we went a little more silver with the colour, which translated to me having purple tips in my hair for two days. Not the worst thing in the world.

guido faces
Friday's DnD was good... I made bread with those big chocolate buttons, and it was fucking amazing.

Otherwise we kind of put an end to what feels like the "first act" of the story, and we're off to new and exciting places. It's also weird because in game we've only really been together as a group for maybe 5-6 days... but we're kind of sharing things in character like we've been together for the couple of months we've actually been playing.

Don't get me wrong, I don't have a problem with that, and it's honestly part of the territory sometimes... but in the context of the story, it's a little weird.

Now we get to pick a magic item... and there are too many interesting choices honestly. So that's going to take a few days of thought.

We also ran "late"... I mean we usually end up at or around midnight, but when Fluffy and I got in the car to leave I was surprised to see it was after 12:30.

Worth it though.

bronze frog
Today wasn't much of anything really to be honest.

We did the supermarket thing... I had half a thought that I might make chilli this week... but then it's also going to get hot towards the end of the week, so maybe not?

Ma brought back my now, admittedly, pink chair covers. Yeah, they're basically pink. Also, having sat in them for several hours this afternoon I can tell you that both the fabric and the design of these is significantly less comfortable than the original chair. That's mostly because of the piping, which is just in places that catches my legs in about five places. Urgh.

So they don't look bad, they fit pretty well, they look cleaner and less worn... but whoever designed these over at IKEA needs a big old slap... or just to be made to sit in them for extended periods of time.

I mean it could be because these covers are made for the newer design of the chair... which doesn't LOOK different... but clearly must be.

Anyway.

After unpacking and whatnot, we headed out to Spotlight... for the 100th time recently... for reasons.

I did pick up some other red dye, I'm not in any great rush to dye it again, but I might get inspired.

Otherwise we pottered around Spotlight for a bit, came back here, faffed around a bit and then Ma headed home.

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photo saturday: like a brick

give me your tired, your poor, your huddled bricksshiver me timbricks

twenty thousand bricks under the seabunny bricks
The theme of this week was "Too Many Things" or "I'm an Introvert, Get Me Out of Here".

And it probably doesn't sound like all that much stuff... but it was mentally draining, while also not being completely the worst for large swaths of time.

So really, just file me under tired and cranky right now.

Things really picked up on Wednesday... DnD Day. The game was fine, but there were a couple of totally new people, one of whom was A Lot. In a "we really have to deal with this at the table" way. But not in a "fuck you solidly and never darken my door again" way.

Wow... I'm absolutely abusing quote marks today.

Anyway, he wasn't irredeemable, and I think we got him to settle down a little. But at the same time his character did step through a portal into the Feywild, aka the plane of Faerie, where he will undoubtedly end up as the pet human to some horrific fey creature.

And a better end to a character there has not been.

But because he was sitting next to me, and I was both trying to help him play his first game while at the same time trying to make sure he didn't ruin my enjoyment but without biting his head off, it was fucking draining.

Thursday afternoon I had my appointment at the Ear Nose and Throat doctor to deal with my ears. And that was great, it was fine, the doctor maybe wasn't as personable as the guy I used to go and see... but the main thing was that I swear it cost like twice as much. It probably didn't, but I swear it was definitely more expensive. Which isn't great, even if I get half of it back from Medicare. Half of a lot is still kind of a lot.

But at least I can hear all the things now. Too many things perhaps. But definitely all the things.

Then, because it didn't make a huge amount of sense to go all the way home from North Adelaide, then come back into the city to pick up my friend for Thursday boardgame night, I drove up to O'Connell Street and went to the bakery.

I fucking miss North Adelaide. Even if I was slightly disappointed by the quality of the stuff I got at the bakery (I'm guessing it might have been in the warming oven for a bit too long, given the time I went in), just sitting there in the window, looking out at places I've been quite literally 100 times before. I miss it.

After having what can best be described as a sad boi moment, I headed into the city, a little early admittedly, to pick up my friend, and ended up just sitting in the car for about half an hour.

Board Game (Fort)Night was good... we played the same thing as last fortnight, which was fun, but I am just really bad at it. There were some fun moments though, which makes a difference. And it's fortunately one of those games, for me at least, where even though I have no clue what I'm doing and don't get anywhere near winning, I still enjoy the journey. Which is good.

Friday was my Chiro appointment, the usual tuneup, but it also meant another trip into town, more people. Otherwise, unremarkable.

Then Friday night was ostensibly DnD Night, however Fluffy was interstate for reasons, so I went up anyway and we had a boardgame night, so two in two days. And once again, didn't win, didn't especially care. It was a good evening. Got home at like 12:30 I think.

Today was... exhausting. But not in the go places, see people way. Thank all the gods.

We started off with the usual supermarket thing. Honestly, I just want fucking soup weather back again. I'm already tired of having to work out how to feed myself on a day by day basis. I just want to cook once a week and be done. And have food that is as good at the end of the week as it is at the start.

But this isn't news. I've said this a bunch of late.

When we got back I did the usual unpacking and then we faffed around a bit... but given that neither of us wanted or needed to go anywhere, do anything or deal with people, I decided that I would much rather try and do this fabric dyeing thing we set into motion last week (dyeying the boring beige covers I got for my lounge chairs given the chairs are all fucked up now... and they no longer make those chairs in red, and I fucking love my chairs).

It was, in fact, A LOT.

Thankfully I have a giant metal pot that I pulled out of a dumpster outside of a restaurant renovation (if memory serves) in Norwood on a night out with Raury back in the day. I sometimes think that if I hadn't decided to pull that pot out of that dumpster, large chunks of my life would have been different going in the intervening 20 years. Seriously. That fucking thing has come in handy to soak my feet in both hot and cool water, to serve as an impromptu tin bath all those times the hot water stopped working, it's elevated my old evaporative cooler to the right height... and now it has served as a dye pot. And now the inside looks like I murdered a motherfucker. Granted a motherfucker with burgundy to purple-red blood. But yeah.

Theoretically that'll mostly come out... I'm just too fucking tired to even attempt that right now. And that's also why my apartment currently looks like a hot mess. Can't be arsed.

Anyway... made up the dye, used some old bamboo pieces I have to stir and agitate (which are now also stained in interesting and entertaining ways), put one whole cover and seat cushion in, brought the liquid up to while now quite a "rolling boil" the instructions called for, but definitely some very fucking hot liquid. The first one was a learning experience. I shouldn't perhaps have put a whole one in at once... plus I should have unzipped them properly, because air pockets were a very real and direct problem.

However, about 3+ hours later... I don't know, I honestly lost track of time... I had dyed two complete covers, two little "back pillow" cushions and two tea towels, because when you get a bunch of dye on a tea towel, what else can you do? I also used probably more water in a single day than I have ever used ever... because rinsing out dye take some time and some fucking water. And a lot of bending and stretching and picking up waterlogged fabric, which is heavy even when it's not that heavy really.

We wandered across the way to get some lunch, let the covers dry as much as we could within the timeframe, then Ma took it home to give it a proper run through the washer and whatnot. Because, let's be honest, I would have just let them dry and then put the wrinkly ass covers straight on the chairs. So I have to wait a week for completed chairs.

The downside to all of this? The fabric did not, under any possibly interpretation, turn bright red. I mean, yes, I got the red dye, not the scarlet dye, but still, it's a... pale burgundy. I mean not THAT pale, but it's also not a deep colour. It seemed like it would be deeper before I pulled it out... and the zipper definitely took on a ton of colour... but that's essentially dark burgundy purple.

So, yeah... I understand that the fabric started off as beige, it's a polycotton blend that may only have taken on colour in the poly part of the fabric, and I bought red dye, not scarlet. And maybe I could have left it in for even longer... but then it would have just gotten more burgundy.

I'm not disappointed, per say... for my first attempt at dyeing something with no real understanding of much of any of it... it didn't suck. It was exhausting as fuck.

And it's still better than the original beige covers. Also it doesn't mean I couldn't try again at a later point... or just go fuck it and try a black (no boil) dye instead.

And that's my week.

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photo saturday: wall details

porthulhuspiceflower

lighthousespachyderm
This week felt longer than it was for some reason... possibly because there wasn't a "holiday" in the middle of it.

I did need to contact my Ear Nose and Throat doctor for an appointment this week, only to discover that he has retired. So that meant I had to book an appointment with my GP in order to go in and get a new referral to another ENT. Blah.

And then of course they don't have an appointment before the end of the month, but I did do my usual "hey, put me on the cancellation list, and if you can squeeze me in earlier, great"... and of course, got another appointment at the end of next week instead. You gotta work it.

Anyway, thankfully the issue that flared up hasn't gotten worse, so while I still need to go, it's not quite as "argh, pain, annoyance, etc" as it could have been.

The weather also hasn't been able to make up it's mind this week, which is never good.

Wednesday was Daytime DnD... the evening collective will be getting a collective message probably tomorrow, basically just saying, "I presume we're starting again this week", and wait for somebody's brain to fall out of their ear.

The day game was... decent... ish. I mean the adventure was from Season 8, which is an overreaction to previous seasons and perceived problems that didn't actually exist, so it's TOO exploration and socially focused, and the players who don't excel at that stuff end up sitting around not getting involved. I am not one of those players.

But it wasn't the worst adventure either.

Thursday I revisited the peach, nectarine and tomato relish I adapted last year... and still didn't make it the way the recipe calls for. This one was peach, plum and tomato, and I added some chilli and ginger this time, plus a bunch of onions. I ended up with 5 jars of it, as opposed to last year's 3. And I still have one of those ones left.

Friday DnD was... slightly anticlimactic. I don't mean that in a mean or bad way... it's just that our DM just deus ex machina'd us out of the predicament we'd put ourselves in at the end of the last game. And yes, I might have done something similar in her position, but I had been kind of looking forward to seeing how, if at all, we managed to get out of it.

I mean, yes, we didn't all end up completely dead and wrecked... but still.

And my "murderess" character... yeah, she slit someone else's throat this week. This one she did with more purpose and less rage... but still to someone who had essentially "surrendered" to us, although he "deserved" it just as much. I spent a bunch of time thinking about her reasons after last week, and I now know the why for her actions. And yes, I'm aware of all the "air quotes" in that paragraph.

I've had characters who fall into place immediately, others that slowly become who they are over time, and then others who need a specific event (or events) for them to come into focus. I think she's the latter category. So we'll see what happens.

Oh and I made cranberry and walnut bread... pretty good honestly, I mean the cranberry is a classic, and the walnuts were a good addition.

Today was... irritating. Actually only partially.

The supermarket thing was about the usual. I still don't fucking know how to feed myself when it's not soup weather. I mean I do... but I get to the end of the week and have no anything nor the will to invent anything from nothing.

Afterwards we came back here and while I put things away and whatnot, I put the second part of the Doctor Who two parter on so Ma could rewatch it. I'm not super enthusiastic about the new series, mainly for the same reasons I wasn't enthusiastic about the last one. Too many uninteresting companions and a Doctor they don't quite seem to know what to do with.

Then we headed for IKEA. It wasn't a huge trip, but we picked up covers for my chairs (which will need dyeing because I'm not doing beige), I found a really cheap but decent looking plastic plant for the head of my baby Groot planter and grabbed a couple of magazine rack storage things, because you can never have enough of those.

Then we went to Kmart to pick up one of those cube "bookcases" for Ma... and then the self serve machine just had an existential crisis, wouldn't except cash, then freaked out and rebooted itself. It was... challenging.

From there it was a brief stop off at Officeworks just to drop off some printer cartridges for recycling, then detoured around to Spotlight to pick up the aforementioned fabric dye. That's going to be... an event. Thankfully I have a giant metal pot and a giant stove, so at least I can actually boil it as appropriate.

Yeah, pray for me.

And that was it.

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photo saturday: random vignettes

emu as seen from a bridgegallery back door was open

washing and painted cloudsstreet art post its
Let's deal with this week in a sensible and orderly fashion...

Saturday night DnD was supposed to go in one direction and ended up going in a completely different direction, and my character ended up seducing one of the bad guys so we could capture him and use him as leverage. It was a good plan, and worked perfectly. Remember that when I get to Friday.

Sunday was regular.

Monday Ma called me first thing and said she wanted me to come with her while she bought a new bed. I really didn't need to be there, but I went anyway. The woman at the bed store was lovely, and now Ma is waiting on her first double bed in... 40+ years.

Tuesday, also known as New Years Eve has already been documented. But it wasn't much more than going through the motions.

Wednesday, aka New Years Day... likewise. And of course because it was a public holiday, no Wednesday DnD.

Thursday was TableTop Game Fortnight, and although I was hideously bad at it, I had a great time.

Friday was DnD Night again... and remember how I said we'd previously had a good plan that went well. We had a plan for last night. It wasn't a perfect plan, but it was a good plan. It went spectacularly pear shaped at a certain point. Lets be completely honest, it might have already gone pear shaped, but me killing the very pathetic bad guy that I think you're supposed to use to get past a much harder enemy further in was definitely a mistake.

In all the games of DnD I've played, I've killed a veritable fuckton of enemies... guards, bandits, cultists, spellcasters, undead, goblins, dragons, fighters of every kind, pirates and every kind of beast and monstrosity. I don't think I've ever murdered any of them essentially in cold blood. When they weren't actively fighting us. And I did it in a moment of anger from my character, which I think I can explain at the table, if not justify. But I legitimately had a moment afterwards when I definitely thought "wait, what did I just do?"...

Yeah, that one is going to stay with me for a while.

Don't get me wrong, it's going to be brilliant as far as character motivation and story moving forwards, but it also screwed over what we should have been able to do, and what we have to do next, so that sucks.

Whoops.

On the plus side, I made really good cheese bread.

Today wasn't too bad to be honest.

We did the usual supermarket thing... I feel like I didn't buy enough, because it feels like when it's not soup season, I've totally forgotten how the fuck to shop.

Then we took a detour to Haighs, and in the ongoing theme of the day, found that we were a week too late for the majority of the post Christmas bargains... or at least some of the good ones.

After unpacking we did the Big W, Target, Kmart triangle... ostensibly looking for bedding for Ma's new bed... but ended up mostly kicking tyres and looking through any of the post Christmas stuff, and found a few cute bits and pieces, including a tablecloth that turned out to be exactly twice as big as I need for my table, but still useful.

And that was it really.

Current mood:

2020

2020... new year, new decade, same old me.

And for what it's worth, 2020 is also the International Year of Plant Health. So this year's HNY image comes from the very sweet Boys With Plants. Because surprisingly (or maybe not) boys and plants are very restful.

It's so weird that an arbitrary (if regular) point within the flight of this big dumb lump of rock around a ball of burning gas actually feels significant even when you don't imbue it with any real significance.

I desperately needed to go through my New Years Eve ritual of cleaning the apartment, as the hot weather meant that I really couldn't be bothered with that before yesterday. But I wasn't in any kind rush... so I cleaned the kitchen, changed my bedding, including rotating the mattress and throwing away two of my pillows because I haven't used four pillows for sleeping possibly at all this decade, put a new shower curtain up (because I happened to have one in the cupboard), and just generally made things tidy.

Then I made Thai Green Curry and settled in to watch movies. Specifically Missing Link, which is very sadly the first Laika movie that is just bad (uninteresting or dislikable characters, predictable narrative) followed by Avengers: Infinity War, which is fine, but much less enjoyable than Endgame was I think.

I finished just before midnight, discovered that Channel 9 were once again playing You Can't Stop The Music (I don't know why they play it basically every year, but I love that they do), watched about ten minutes of that until just after midnight and then gave up and went to bed.

And today I've done basically nothing except a little bit of printing and catching up on YouTube stuff.

So here we go... the twenty-twenties...

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